Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Better alone by Melanie CI understand your point of viewLetting me go, but I thought you had more faithEverything I've done for you, you made the mistakeSo now you throw this in my faceAnd I have worked so hard for youAll of this time and you pass me asideI understand your point of viewChorusI can't seem to get my head aroundAll the things that I feel good about always seem to disappearAnd every time I think I've got this all worked outSomething chews me up and spits me outBut there's nothing left to fear, I'm better alone my dearYou couldn't pick a better time, to give me the newsWhy don't you kick me when I'm down?I always believed in youDefended your nameBut you have not been trueI gave you so much of my lifeI come from miles and you tell me goodbyeYou couldn't pick a better timeI can't seem to get my head aroundAll the things that I feel good about always seem to disappearAnd every time I think I've got this all worked outSomething chews me up and spits me outBut there's nothing left to fear, I'm better alone my dearI know, I really should thank you for setting me freeIt's really amazing the changes I'm starting to feelIt's not gonna be long till I'm feeling strongDeliverance helped me healStill I wonder if you ever wish you still had me!!!!Will I ever get my head aroundAll the things that I feel good about always seem to disappearAnd every time I think I've got this all worked outSomething chews me up and spits me outBut there's nothing left to fearNo, no, no!I can't seem to get my head aroundAll the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappearNo, noooAnd every time I think I've got this figured outSomething chews me up and drags me downBut there's nothing left to fearI'm better alone my dear
It HurtsIt all seem so yesteradyYou were a part of meYou drifted but made me strongerYou thought I was foolishBut you were proved wrongYou choked me with honey and sugarAnd then contradictions and liesI'm sorry but i spit them all outI had been mumI had beem acting and faking itAnd there are no room for regrets nowYou made me grew smarterJust like wither plants that would revolveJust like the fire that would rekindle for an old flameYou gave me strengthJust like a lil' ant that kiss the leaves goodbyePush it all away and come-up-pance is what you receiveMy blood flowed down the keys of the pianoMy scars rot like your disfigured faceAnd they both danced with the melody of hatred and revengeBleed it, Save itYour choice
Boyzone- Everyday i love youI don't know, but I believeThat some things are meant to beAnd that you'll make a better meEveryday I love youI never thought that dreams came trueBut you showed me that they doYou know that I learn somethng newEveryday I love you'Cos I believe that destinyIs out of our control (don't you know that I do)And you'll never live until you loveWith all your heart and soul.It's a touch when I feel badIt's a smile when I get madAll the little things I amEveryday I love you Everyday I love you boyEveryday I love you'Cos I believe that destinyIs out of our control (don't you know that I do)And you'll never live until you loveWith all your heart and soulIf I asked would you say yes?Together we're the very bestI know that I am truly blessedEveryday I love youAnd I'll give you my bestEveryday I love you
Just want you to know by The Backstreet BoysLookin' at your picture from when we first metYou gave me a smile that I could never forgetAnd nothing I could doCould protect me from you that nightWrapped around your finger, always on my mindThe days would blend 'cause we stayed up all nightYeah, you and I were everything, everything to meI just want you to knowThat I've been fighting to let you goSome days I make it throughAnd then there's nights that never endI wish that I could believeThat there's a day you'll come back to meBut still I have to sayI would do it all againJust want you to knowAll the doors are closing, I'm trying to move aheadAnd deep inside I wish it's me insteadMy dreams are empty from the dayThe day you slipped awayAnd I just want you to knowThat I've been fighting to let you go (oh)Some days I make it throughAnd then there's nights that never endI wish that I could believeThat there's a day you'll come back to meBut still I have to say (yeah)I would do it all againJust want you to knowThat since I lost youI lost myself (oh)No I can't fake itThere's no one elseI just want you to knowThat I've been fighting to let you goSome days I make it throughAnd then there's nights that never endI wish that I could believeThat there's a day you'll come back to me (come back to me)But still I have to say (I have to say, I)I would do it all again (do it all again)Just want you to know ('cause I can't fight it)That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)Some days I make it through (and then there's)And then there's nights that never end (never end)I wish that I could believe (yeah)That there's a day you'll come back to meBut still I have to say (but still I have to say)No, I would do it all againJust want you to know
Kelly Clarkson- Behind these hazel eyesSeems just like yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tightEverything felt so rightUnbreakable like nothing could go wrongNow I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging onHere I amOnce againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny itCan't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesI told you everythingOpened up and let you inYou made me feel alrightFor once in my lifeNow all that's left of meIs what I pretend to beSo together, but so broken up insideCause I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging onHere I amOnce againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny itCan't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesSwallow me, then spit me outFor hating you I blame myselfSeeing you it kills me nowNo, I don't cry on the outside anymore! Here I amOnce againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny itCan't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyesHere I amOnce againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny itCan't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyes
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Her Inside OutHave you seen through her?Do you know her?Do you feel her presence?Do you understand her?She's loud in her outsideUgly in her old shadowImmature and stupidAre two words you use to describe herShe's quiet in the insidePretty with men lurking around herCunning and intellectualAre two words she describe herselfShe walks down the streetWith company of makeup and shadesShe stares in any reflections that comes alongShe sees the different renditions of facesShe's sure she knows who the real her isDo you see her in stupidity?Do you still see her in childishness?Are you sure of what you are seeing?Are you sure you know the real her?She's unexplainableShe's un-understandableShe's still unknownDon't you see her in the outsideCause the inside is all it mattersAnd at that little cornerShe's wrapped up with lies and contradictionsBelieve itYou'll never get the chance to understand her insideNever will youCause you are blinded by her outside
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Without You by Mariah CareyNo I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way The story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows No I can't forget tomorrow When I think of all my sorrow When I had you there But then I let you go And now it's only fair That I should let you know What you should know I can't live If living is without you I can't live I can't give anymore I can't live If living is without you I can't give I can't give anymore Well I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way The story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows I can't live If living is without you I can't live I can't give any more I can't live If living is without you I can't give I can't give anymore
What you're made of by Lucie Silvas
Just like I predicted, we're at the point of no returnWe can go backwards, and no corners have been turnedI can't control it, if I sink or if I swim'Cause I chose the waters that I'm inAnd it makes no difference who is right or wrongI deserve much more than this'Cause there's only one thing I want(Chorus)If it's not what you're made ofYou're not what I'm looking forYou were willing but unable to give me anymoreThere's no way,You're changing,Cause some things will just never be mine,You're not in love this time...but it's alright.I hear you talking, but your words don't mean a thingI doubt you ever put your heart in anythingIt's not much to ask for, to get back what I put inBut I chose the waters that I'm inAnd it makes no difference who is right or wrongI deserve much more than this'Cause there's only one thing I want(Chorus)If it's not what you're made ofYou're not what I'm looking forYou were willing but unable to give me anymoreThere's no way,You're changing,Cause some things will just never be mineYou're not in love this time...but it's alright.What's your definition of the one?What you really want him to become?No matter what I sacrifice it's still never enough.Just like I predictedI will sink before I swim'Cause these are the waters that I'm in(Chorus)If it's not what you're made ofYou're not what I'm looking forYou were willing, but unable to give me anymoreThere's no way,You're changing,'Cause some things will just never be mineYou're not in love this time.You're not in love this time.You're not in love this time.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
In search
She was in search of her only one
Under those dark neon lights
She saw his shadow vivdly
She caught it, but it was gone again
She was in desperate search of her antidote
Under those pressurize expectations
She saw him passed again
She scratched on it, but it was slipped away
She was in search of her greatest mistake
Under those blames that pushed her
She saw an edge
She wanted to jump, but someone pulled her back
She was in desperate search of a perfect answer
Under which popped millions of questions
She saw the graveyard
She began digging, but someone pulled her in
She was in search of a key
Under those thousand keys which hid a lock
She took a rusty one
She started unlocking, but someone locked her with the same lock
Adia by Sarah McLachlan
Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...
Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to, honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter
does it matter?
Adia I thought that we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
does it matter?
Ba ba ba ba bada ba ba da ba
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia
we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
but does it matter?
believe me Adia
we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
oh Adia
we are still innocent
it's easy, we all faulter,
does it matter?
7 years back
Looking 7 years back
"How time flies.." she said
She went on her knees
Gruesome tears fell
She didn't know how to act
The shadow had been lingering
Everytime she try to shake it off
It gets nearer
Her mind spun back with the time machine
She pictured his old wrinkled face when she was 4
He cuddled the inncocent child in his weak shaking arms
And whispered "I love you"
She looked into his bluish brown eyes
Knowing she was safe from harm
She came to the present
Looking 7 years back
His eyes didn't look the same
It was weak
His touch was never the same
His actions was cold during dinner
Chopsticks were held with a shivering hand
And the next thing she knew
Was her kneeling down
Crying out loud beside the death bed
His eyes open big waving to her weakly
His eyes gradually close
She took him hard
But he lied motionlessly
** Well, thanks grandpa.. =)
A poem written by mah BiTcH!
We're standing at the edge of the cliff again
Summer's falling and winter's coming
Will you rush forward and wrap me in your arms again?
Tell me i'm awake, tell me i'm dreaming
Tell me, that there is no such thing
That you won't push me all the way down
That even if you did, you'll catch me and we'll drift
And take me on a spin-about
You decide if the sun falls or the moon rises
You plan the sweet shocks and the nasty surprises
Our fights pleasurably sinful, our kisses bittersweet
Sometimes we don't know what these little contradictions mean
We can say one thing and mean another
But nobody know what goes on in our private world
Push me away, but please pull me back
Don't leave me wondering here like that
Have a little faith in me
Because every corner I turn to, it's you I see
You should know better, we should know better
If the world outside, the people outside mattered
**Thanks babe.. it really means a lot to me.. I love ya! =)
6 sides of love
She threw the dice of love
Perfection was all she saw
Sweet nothings were showered from above
But it ain't something now
CHROUS:
She's now torn and tattered
She's now bruised by his words
She's breaking inside
The perfect love's fading
And it's growing rusty and ugly
She bled and suffered
She was slashed and didn't shed a tear
Foolishly believing that the cat will return to it's owner after it's wild play
She wished she was given another chance to throw the dice again
Bridge:
Everything seems unreal
Everything seems dead
She wished that she could be out of this dream
But reality just hit her
CHROUS x2
