Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Without You


Tell me if loving you is wrong
Tell me if giving in is wrong
Cause it didn't went the way I wanted
It pains and kills to feel the same way
Without you


My bones are hanging
My skin's ripping apart
It's all so empty without blood
With that, you'll see me dead in a coffin
Without you


Buried was I,
In went love, you sprinkled
Not forgetting misery you showered
For all I'm alone
Without you


I was forced to fake a smile, a laughter
Never entitled to my emotions
I do not need the world to understand
I just need you
For you're the living proof of what love's about

-11:26 PM

Confusion



My mind is swirling
Round, it went,
It all messed up I know
Thoughts after thoughts
Tears after tears


The night's here
All I taste is fear and bitterness
Knowing I'm all alone once again
Your presence has not been here
As much I wish it could


Pages after pages
Words after words
Storms after storms
I tried so hard to let you know
Noone could replace you


Yes, it's true
I'm deeply in love with you
I fought and for all I know
I'm numb, that block won't melt
It's to a point where I've become sadistic


Yes, it's true
We didn't share much
But I gave what I could
I compromised as much as I could ever did

-11:14 PM

Friday, September 09, 2005

Because of you by Kelly Clarkson


I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid


Because of you
Because of you

-12:06 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Chances


You blew the first
You blew the second
I watched it all happen
As my heart started to tear
And my eyes started to bled


I'm lost with no direcftions
All i see are dirty people and streets
As much as I tried to wash it
It just dulipcate
For i know it's ending


We messed up the sheets
We played the rain
We watched the stars
Your face goes round like a roller coaster
All i do is wait
Keep waiting till' the coaster stops
And the river dries


It stopped, leaving in a bad shape
But we made it run again
Hand in hand
Wishing you were as crazy
For now i know this will end nowhere


Hear my screams
Hear my cries
However, it was avail
Pinning on hopes
Lead me to the route of love to fear

-6:18 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Lies that you made


Our paths never met
Our roads never crossed
But what were left were
Flustered minds and broken hearts


Our streams' never a waterfall
Our hearts' never one
And what you were left with were
Lies and more lies


It didn't stood for an eye
But it took one for another
Wrap it up and throw it away
But you came crawling back again


You never show it outside
And you never bring inside out
Scars of discrimination remained
Signs of unconcerns flowed


Rinse it, wash it,
Till your blood runs dry
You'll see more lies flowing from your wounds
Sing it, dance with it,
And you'll never feel the same


Stitch it, sew it,
Threads of aftermath remains
You'll see yourselves flooding with contradictions
Kick it, roll it,
And as the wounds enlarge, you'll be dead

-12:14 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Teary eyed by Missy Elliot


2005! There will be no more room for ya
ll with no originality
Woooooooooooooo!


(Verse 1)
You're the reason I don't trust no one
And I don't love no one
From the places I've come
Sad songs I've sung
All the times I've been stung
For you bring the worst out of me (Holla)
And I can't down these tears I've cried
The heaviness inside
Left me so petrified
Tried ta keep love alive
But I became too tired
Cuz you bring the worst out of me (Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)(Refrain)
I wish I could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but sumthin must've went wrong
And all i have to say.......


(Chorus)
Is when I sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you, Stay true to you, live life with you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)


(Verse 2)
And I compromised all my time
And rearranged my life
To make sure you was fine Cuz our love was on the line
And i became so unkind
Cuz you brought the worst out of me (You brought the worst out)
This is (this is) how the story goes
For all those ones who know
When it's out of control
You work (work) and you work (work)
And someone gets hurt
And i guess that be me.....(When I sing)
When I sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was suppose to marry you, kids for you, Stay true to you, live life with you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)(Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)(Refrain)
I wish I could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but somethin must've went wrong
And all i can say.......(When I sing)
Is when I sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was suppose to marry you, have kids for you,Stay true to you, live life with you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)

-9:05 PM

If You Were Mine by Marcos Henandez


[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes


[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely


[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
Let me be the one to share your hopes and dream
You'll never be alone again, cuz' I will hold you in this day
Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!


[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want


[Repeat Chorus:]

**haha.. this is currently my favourite song! i love it!

-8:16 PM